Mainan baru!

Yak, dapet maenan baru sekarang buat refresh otak kalo pas lagi capek kerja hehehe. Di meja saya dan meja Mbak Reny sebenernya uda dilengkapin ama webcam dari dulu, cuman baru ngeh bisa dipake ternyata ya baru-baru ini *dodol!

Nah ini 1st trial lah bareng sama Doe Gre juga :D

Sesuai dengan quote yang baru-baru ini dibuat oleh Doe, makanya di foto kita pegang cemilan hehehe. Quote nya berbunyi demikian :

"Logika tidak akan jalan tanpa ada logistik (perut)"

-Donna Evita_

Vaksin??? Oh no!

Percakapan ini terjadi secara persis nya di Hari Minggu, 16 Oktober 2011, pk. 12:08PM di dalam mobil, di tengah perjalanan mau lunch sama bapak & ibuk ke Bakwan Dempo.

Papa : "Ria, kamu tau kan kanker serviks kan?"
Saya : "Tau pa, kanker mulut rahim kan?"
P : "Yah itu nama lainnya dong. Kemarin papa ikut seminar tentang kanker serviks di kantor, ternyata itu bahaya banget lo kalo kamu sampe kena kanker serviks"
S : "Ya amit-amit dong pa kalo aku sampe kena kanker *komat-kamit doa*. Papa nih lo kok malah andai-andai aku kena seh!"
P : "Papa gak doain kamu kena kanker, papa cuman bilang itu bahaya. Jadi ya kamu mesti jaga-jaga badan supaya kamu gak sampe kena kanker serviks."
S : "Iye bos!"
P : "Oke, tak daftarin vaksin ya kamu. Nanti kamu vaksin 3x"
S : $%^&*%&$^#& "HAAAHHHH? Aku gak berani suntik pa?!?!?!"
P : "Udah gpp. That's it lah pokoknya!"

Asli ya gara-gara obrolan ini bikin kepikiran + sampe kebawa mimpi looo. Saya takut disuntik!

Worry

Worry is just a waste of our energy and time.


Admittedly, I am worried about so many things in my life and my future. I often ask my self, "Why do I have to worry a lot whereas I have God whom I put my trust in?". Asking about that to my self still doesn't comfort me somehow.


Everytime I deliver my prayers to God, I always ask His comfort to make me calm down, not too intense think about my life and my future. Some ways I usually do to not get wprried is by reading couple of godly books, praying and sharing with my parents and Shieby.


Just a moment ago, before writing this post, I suddenly felt and realized that I should REALLY REALLY not be worried of my life. Such a bless! Worry can't change my past nor control my future. I think what others say is correct that too much worry will only make your days miserable.


For God always love us, we shall not be afraid and worried of our life.

Not so helpful manager

My day today at work completely sucked. I hate my line manager! I hate him being so slow at work and forgetting lots of things what he should've done. In my opinion, everyday he works, he's never focused on what he's doing. Oh myyyyyyyy. . . . . it's been almost 2mths I've worked here, but admittedly most of my jobs are always done initiatively by me. Ggrrrhhh!!!! He's not helpful at all. :(

Get me back to paradise!

HAPPY US . . . :) :) :)

at Roppan

at Padang-Padang Beach




at W Retreat


at Kudeta


at Discovery Mall

at Kuta Beach

Yah mungkin judulnya post ini :

NEVER REGRET GOING TO PARADISE

AK

Tuhan tolong saya :,( Tuhan tolonggggg. . .

Sesuai sebutan si Doe - Gre, saya memang lagi kalut sekarang. Sebutan mereka untuk saya adalah AK (read : "ae-ke") yang artinya ANAK KALUT. Dari kemarin, saya memang menjadi sedikit diam dibanding hari-hari biasanya.

Tiba-tiba saya ingat what mama said the other days, "Ria, jangan jadi perempuan lemah. Jangan minta dikasihani orang. Minta kekuatan sama Tuhan tiap kali kamu punya masalah." Kalo kayak gini, saya jadi pengen mama ada selalu di samping saya. My mama is on her holiday away from home. Ma, have fun ya di Syd, kalo pulang nanti tolong peluk saya. Harapan saya, saya bisa tetep kuat dalam masalah saya ini sekarang. Semoga ada jalan saya bisa berkomunikasi lagi dengan Mr. D. Jauh dalam lubuk hati, saya percaya Tuhan pasti kasih jalan dan buka hati kami masing-masing untuk saling memaafkan. Saya berdoa selalu Tuhan beri saya kekuatan saat ini untuk sabar dan setia sama seperti Tuhan sudah beri saya kekuatan untuk menjalani LDR.

Mr. D, whatever you do, wherever you are, tolong ampuni saya kalo saya punya salah dan menyakiti mu.

Note to Mr. D

Welcome October!

It's even hard to explain my condition right now. I guess I'm being in the lowest point of my cycle of life. Talking about faithfullness, I think I ve been faithful getting along with this relationship for almost 5yrs since first we decided to have a LDR. And, I will say that I will keep loving him no matter whata as well.

Love is something to decide not always to think. Though it's over now, hopefully we still can have a good relationship each other. I knew for sure that we'd both put up our best effort to work on this til we decided not to continue this relationship.

All from the past will be memorized beautifully in my mind. I'm not leaving this relationship empty-handed. So many good things to learn and to remember. I wish nothing but the best for you, Mr. D :,) Thank you for getting along with me for so many years. I'll remember what you said.

PS : Dear you, I regret that we didn't talk last night in good way to say bye each other. If you're free please reply email. Good luck for your future. Pray for me so that I can bear any conditions might happen in the near future. :)