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wakakakakakakakakakakakakakakaka....
I can't stop laughing while writing this post. after long time I had searched for some funny videos on youtube, taraaaaa, i found some. here they are....

this song is titled "Marimar". don't you remember about that movie? you might watch this one. in the middle of this video, look at their mom dancing enjoyly while her sons were "crazy" singing this song. I'm sure you're gonna love it..



this other one video is titled "Wanna Be". this song was sung by Spice Girls. you're gonna love this one too.. :)



I really heart them..

again, and again..

ooo my goodness.. how should i tell you about my feelings?
klo uda tlanjur pergi ma temen-temen & sodaramu, kamu mesti lupa ma aku..hugh! don't you remember how many times i've told you about my sad feelings when you ignore me anytime you're with your friends??
huhuhuhuhu.... i think i should deserve your care, shouldn't i??

how's your day today everyone?? :)

mine is soooo greeeaaatttt...cihhhuuuyyy... ;p
when i woke up today, i thought that i would have a boring day.. my parents went to Jogjakarta with my lil' brother this morning, and now, i'm living my future two days with my big sista' and keenan...
but my thought was wrong, i had a fun day with my boii, my best friend monica, and my booi's friends..

and now, i'm in monica's home accompanying her due to her deadline.while i'm writing this post, i'm taking some pict with my PC cam..

okaiiii,,here they are...





mon...demi kamu nih, yuk mari bgadang...ta temenin deh...tapi ntar kapan2 gantian temenin aku blajar ampe pagi lo ya...heheheheehe.... ;p

BBQ on Fun Saturday

i did have great and fun times with all my closest friends at my homy home.. :)
we had BBQ time at that day..yihaaaaa.....
well, don't think it was a big BBQ party, but for me, no matter what size of the party, the most important thing inside of that is togetherness among us..^^
we started our time with buying some vegetables, meats, drinks, chips, chocolates, etc at Giant..and then, we continued with cooking together..whoaaaa, so fun..you know what, my boii was there too... :)


the other ones will be uploaded soon..

fiuhhhh.....

congrats to me......!!!!
yaaaiiiyyyy....

akhirnya, hari ini slese juga ujianku slama 2 minggu...
eum, slese ujian nya bukan cm buat semester ini, tapi buat selamanya...
horaaayyyy... i'm totally happy for finishing these exams...
semester depan uda ga ada ujian lagi deh...

ujian :
- Manajemen Pengembangan Produk --> ok!
- Procurement and Supply Management --> siipp, tapi ga slese kerjain, kurang dikit bos!
- Ergonomi Industri --> no comment! just thought that it was such a suck exam..
- Ekonomi teknik --> ga selese kerjain smua nomer nih..huhuhuhu...
- Perencanaan dan Pengendalian Produksi --> sipirilyyyy :)
- Warehouse and Management Systems --> ga tll yakin nih ma jawabanku..
- Elemen Mesin --> well done! eum, one more steak please... hhihihiii...
- Operational Research I --> oooowwwww no! too much questions i had to answer..


my prayer to God:
"Tuhan, terima kasih ya sampe semester sekarang ini, Tuhan selalu pimpin dan kasi aku hikmat pikiran, jadi aku bisa lewatin smua ujian dari semester 1 sampe sekarang ini..maafin aku ya Tuhan klo aku pernah nglirik-nglirik dikit jawabannya lenny, sally, ganda, hendra, ato yang laen..maafin juga kalo waktu ujian-ujian kemaren aku pernah ngasi tau jawabanku ke temenku..aku ga tega Tuhan ngliat temen-temnku garuk-garuk kpala, pukul-pukul meja, ato siul-siulan gitu...
Oya Tuhan, aku mesti lanjutin kerja Tugas Akhir ku..Tuhan tetep sertai aku ya..
Amin.."

boring..boring..and boring...!!!

today is a very boring time for me...
huhuhu... :(
looking back to the december 2008, i could say that this month is my boring and sad month..but, i hope this month will be brighter than ever..


please cheer me up *)

Catcha!!

jujur banget ya,,aku ga terlalu suka klo my boi party/clubbing gitu. my boi emang bilang klo suka clubbing nya itu dulu, waktu jaman keemasan nya dia (maksudnya sih waktu dia SMA sampe kuliah gitu lah..), dan sekarang uda ga party-party lagi. tapi aku tetep aja enggak 100% percaya, apalagi sekarang kita long-distance gini. walah! dia boong ato enggak juga aku enggak tau kan.aku enggak pernah bilang ke my boi sih kalo aku ga suka gaya hidupnya yang kayak gini (include suka belanja juga)..bukannya ngiri sih, tapi mnrtku itu berlebihan banget..yah emang sih itu duit-duitnya dia..fiuh ga tau deh!

aha!
barusan ini aku cek facebook ku, and i read info that he had posted his photos of holiday in bali.langsung deh aku cek, dan waktu aku liat smua foto-fotonya, ternyata ada foto-foto yang nunjukkin dia lagi clubbing di Bacio, Bali..
i was shocked, and spontaneously i cried my eyes out..!!

at one day, when my boy's still in bali & waktu aku ama my boi lagi telpon-telponan (baru telpon bentar ya critanya) :

my boi said : "ya uda ya aku mau tidur..capek banget tadi abis snorkling! "
me said : "kok jam 7 uda tidur sih?tumben banget? hayo..jangan-jangan sekarang tidur cepet, terus ntar malem ya clubbing ya??"
my boi said : "ya enggak lah, aku enggak suka yang kaya gitu..kamu tuh negatif thinking terus...!! "

****************we had a fight****************

(when i asked him that question, aku pura-pura tanya sambil kluarin nada guyonan, bukan nanya yang kayak mama-mama galak ke anaknya gitu, padahal dalem hati uda deg-deg an trs..i'd got a bad feeling at that moment)

dear my boiii,,
CATCHA!! kamu bohong!
aha!


PS:
sebenarnya apa alasanmu buat boong ke aku?it was not the first time u did it to me, well..i can't count on it..aku enggak pernah nglarang-nglarang kamu kan?kamu bebas nglakuin apa aja yang kamu mau..yah emang sih walopun aku mesti pura-pura di depan mu with smiling face "oo yeaahh, it's up to you, babe! it's okay..just have fun wtih yourself!" see?
dan bnrnya aku ga suka cara kamu nanggepin pertanyaanku.okai, let's say, menurut kamu aku selalu punya pikiran negatif & selalu ga percaya sama kmu..tapi, sebenernya aku pgn kmu tau kenapa aku "sedikit" enggak percaya sama kamu?itu karena kmu sendiri yang suka bohong!
and now, i'm desperately super duper stressed.. i think I'M NOT YOUR PRIORITY ANYMORE..

"Apa ini sudah membosankan?"

life is f***ing s**t..!!
i hate my days..
please forgive me God for saying like this..

beneran aku enggak nyangka klo hari-hariku akhir ini bener f***ing s**t!!
i almost cry every single night, and eum.. i want i can get over these problems.it's driving me totally crazy..i mean really crazy!, not "crazy"..
aku enggak tau mau bilang apa, but i wish someone would be here for me coz i really need sholuder to cry on rite now.
well, masalahku sekarang ini emg soal cinta..cinta itu emang rumit ya?!?! (ups bentar mau ambil tissue dulu..)

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okay, here me back..
belakangan ini aku ngrasa banget dia brubah. my boi uda ga kaya dulu lagi yang bisa sedikit perhatian dan jadi temen sharing lagi.my mom told that i should have realized my boi wasn't somebody i could spend the most of my days with. i don't know why she told like that coz i've never told her about my big-no-no problems ever..but, i guess it's like such an instinct mom..
aku sama my boi sering banget tengkar di telp cuma karena masalah sepele. oo my boi, sapa sih yang tahan klo waktu nelpon orang trs dijawab ketus & asal-asalan?apa mgkn karena my boi ga suka kali diricuk'in terus-terusan. deep inside my heart, i don't mean it..aku slalu brusaha tahan diri, tapi klo ga disms ato ditelp my boi ga bakalan juga telpon ato sms ke aku.hukssss :,(
dgn keberadaannya di surabaya sekarang, aku brharap kita bisa lebih intens lagi komunikasi soalnya kan klo di perth blm tentu bisa komunikasi sering-sering.tapi kayanya, aku terlalu byk berharap deh! aku enggak liat sama sekali di dia.
i do love him..we've been together for 2 years (actually i wanted to celebrate our big day that day but a'aaa (geleng-geleng), you were in bali having great holiday with your friends), tapi bukannya lebih saling ngerti dan sayang, eh malah bnyk masalah teruss....

i really need my dad's attention too like he always does to me. i have a close relationship with my dad. he's the one who able to understand and make me feel better when i'm in trouble..tapi aku ga bisa dapetin itu sekarang karena papa lagi di ICU Ramsay Hospital..papa mesti dirawat karena serangan jantung. i hope everything's gonna be alright..my pray is always be with you, pa.. :(

di surabaya skrg, aku juga ga bisa ketemu my boi setiap hari soalnya dia ga bisa setir mobil [yah masih ga kuat gitu tangannya karena kecelakaan di perth itu, nah aku sendiri juga ga bisa nyetir..huuuwaaaaaaaa... :,( ]

okai sip, komplit bngt ya penderitaanku..!

Love Path

"the beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves,
and not to twist them with our own-image,
otherwise,
we only love the refection of ourselves we find in them."

Happy New Year Comments

let's begin 2009 with a smile, hope, and strength to face all the challenges

BALI.

my boi is in bali right now..hahahaha... ;D
actually, he gave me a surprise while i was celebrating new year's eve with sally and boy in bali.. i didn't know what time my boi had arrived in bali and who he came with..but, that time i was surely uncare about that coz my boi was real in front of me.. oooooowwwww ^^

eum, overall i enjoyed my holiday with my mom, dad, and lil' bro.. :)
it's been a lon time i'd never been to ubud, bedugul, monkey forest, jimbaran, and bali bakery...the last name of place i mention is my family favourite one..
hehehehe... ;p

tanah lot

me in tanah lot

bedugul

discovery plaza

got sleep during flight

the yummiest ice cream in bali bakery

jimbaran

monkey forest

Happy New Year 2009

Happy New Year Comments

byk kejadian dan pengalaman yang uda terjadi di taon 2008..ada yang nyenengin, bikin sedih, kacau, memuaskan, dll..yang uda lewat dikenang aja dan mungkin dijadiin pelajaran juga buat kita untuk menghadapi tahun 2009 ke depan ini..

ada byk resolusi nih yang pgn aku bikin..yaaa, ada bbrp hal penting yang kayaknya perlu aku ubah deh :

- bisa lebih sabar lagi
- lebih deket ama Tuhan
- lebih sayang sama ortu dan keluarga
- ga suka boong lagi (include white lies juga)
- stop kalap belanja
- rajin kuliah (mudah-mudahan semester ini lulus)
- rajin kerja Tugas Akhir
- lebih pengertian & percaya lagi ama my boi
- ***
- ***
- ***

masih banyak sih yang harus aku ubah. i must keep focus on what i'm gonna do..

sukses buat kit smua di tahun yang baru ini..

wish u all the best in 2009..God bless all..

i got a greeting card :)

dear my boiii,
i was so happy reading your greeting card that i received this morning..
merry christmas too ^^

big love just for you..