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Fiuhhh.. I don't even know how I feel right now. Life's been so harder lately to face. Oh God, please don't ever think to leave me just by a second. I just need to be happy and surround everything around me with happiness.

Gila yak, hal utama yang paling bikin stres itu ga dapet kerja. Ternyata cari kerja itu SUSAH sekali. Aku bener-bener butuh kerja sekarang. Efek samping dari ga dapet kerja itu ya kayak gini jadinya, suka ngericukin pacar, jadi sensi, over-moody, banyak makan, banyak tidur, banyak minta duit ke mama papa. Yak bisa dilihat, hidup macam apa ini! :( Aku ga mau nyusahin banyak orang. Trs hal lain yang bikin stres adalah teman-temanku yang entah sekarang mereka berada di alam mana. Less calls, less messages, and less talk! Kok smuanya serasa ga betah tinggal di surabaya. The conclusion I've found is that part of loving is to let someone you love go. Enggak cuman itu, sekarang ini ketambahan beban pikiran lagi tentang hubungan sm pacar. Ga brmaksud mau curhat masalahnya apa di blog ini, but I thought that everything would be alright. With a teary-hearted and eyed, I just want him to know that he deserves someone much BETTERRR THAN ME. But as God still let this relationship happen to us, I will keep trying and trying to do the best for this. I warn you : No LDR for you, people! ;p

If I haven't told you that you are a good person, YOU ARE

and If I haven't told you that I love you, I DO..

Smua masalah ini blm slese, yang baru saja terjadi, lagi hot-hot nya adalah si pinky lagi direparasi. Hard disk nya rusak , dasar begok banget emang yang punya! Biaya trade in nya jutaan gilak banget. Duit dari mana coba buat bayar ongkos benerin si pinky. Mana data lamaran, data skripsi adek, foto, data TA ku, smua nya ada di situ , aku blm back-up data loooo hwaaaaa :,( Stupidopido!!!

Haiisshhh..

Sebelum aku nge-post ini, barusan aja chat sm spupuku , aci. Kangen banget sm dia. Sampe akhirnya kta sharing banyak hal. It gave me so many inspirations to be stronger in juggling between my life and my sadness. I know I can go through all of these things. I've got a BIG GOD, the one who always guides me in every second in my life and makes everything's possible for me :)

Just let's fight for our each love and life. Life's something to be enjoyed!