I miss him so much to a level I can't even describe or explain. So, tonight, I decided to ask him to have a call with me using sykpe. At our first talk, I told him that I missed him so much, then unexpected before that he gave no response to my feeling. Ooo NO!
Ya sudahlah, mungkin enggak selalu kita bisa paksain orang untuk berbuat sesuatu yang baik sesuai dengan yang kita rasakan atau yang kita harapkan untuk dia lakukan. In fact, I know today that he doesn't miss me like I do. Cukup dengan bentakan, tanggapan yang biasa-biasa aja atau bahkan sampai level ekstrem yaitu KETUS! Ya sudah cukup untuk malam ini. Oh my God, please help me control my feelings. I'm so hopeful for not missing him anymore. I think, it's enough!
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