Not so helpful manager

My day today at work completely sucked. I hate my line manager! I hate him being so slow at work and forgetting lots of things what he should've done. In my opinion, everyday he works, he's never focused on what he's doing. Oh myyyyyyyy. . . . . it's been almost 2mths I've worked here, but admittedly most of my jobs are always done initiatively by me. Ggrrrhhh!!!! He's not helpful at all. :(

Get me back to paradise!

HAPPY US . . . :) :) :)

at Roppan

at Padang-Padang Beach




at W Retreat


at Kudeta


at Discovery Mall

at Kuta Beach

Yah mungkin judulnya post ini :

NEVER REGRET GOING TO PARADISE

AK

Tuhan tolong saya :,( Tuhan tolonggggg. . .

Sesuai sebutan si Doe - Gre, saya memang lagi kalut sekarang. Sebutan mereka untuk saya adalah AK (read : "ae-ke") yang artinya ANAK KALUT. Dari kemarin, saya memang menjadi sedikit diam dibanding hari-hari biasanya.

Tiba-tiba saya ingat what mama said the other days, "Ria, jangan jadi perempuan lemah. Jangan minta dikasihani orang. Minta kekuatan sama Tuhan tiap kali kamu punya masalah." Kalo kayak gini, saya jadi pengen mama ada selalu di samping saya. My mama is on her holiday away from home. Ma, have fun ya di Syd, kalo pulang nanti tolong peluk saya. Harapan saya, saya bisa tetep kuat dalam masalah saya ini sekarang. Semoga ada jalan saya bisa berkomunikasi lagi dengan Mr. D. Jauh dalam lubuk hati, saya percaya Tuhan pasti kasih jalan dan buka hati kami masing-masing untuk saling memaafkan. Saya berdoa selalu Tuhan beri saya kekuatan saat ini untuk sabar dan setia sama seperti Tuhan sudah beri saya kekuatan untuk menjalani LDR.

Mr. D, whatever you do, wherever you are, tolong ampuni saya kalo saya punya salah dan menyakiti mu.

Note to Mr. D

Welcome October!

It's even hard to explain my condition right now. I guess I'm being in the lowest point of my cycle of life. Talking about faithfullness, I think I ve been faithful getting along with this relationship for almost 5yrs since first we decided to have a LDR. And, I will say that I will keep loving him no matter whata as well.

Love is something to decide not always to think. Though it's over now, hopefully we still can have a good relationship each other. I knew for sure that we'd both put up our best effort to work on this til we decided not to continue this relationship.

All from the past will be memorized beautifully in my mind. I'm not leaving this relationship empty-handed. So many good things to learn and to remember. I wish nothing but the best for you, Mr. D :,) Thank you for getting along with me for so many years. I'll remember what you said.

PS : Dear you, I regret that we didn't talk last night in good way to say bye each other. If you're free please reply email. Good luck for your future. Pray for me so that I can bear any conditions might happen in the near future. :)

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