Too bad he's not here

I really need my BF to be here, beside me right now. I need him to cheer me up, tease me, support me, and be my company to watch DVD at home.

I think I'm in the right time to say, "I need you and I love you!" .

In everything that I do everyday, I just wish you were there to witness all.

Although troubles have been our friends, but obviously I'm happy to know that you're still strong enough to deal with all that troubles, and so it affects me to be the same way as you always are. Thank you so much for just letting me being who I am. I know you never complain too much about me.

Also, thank you for showing me what our long distance relationship's like. Well, it's been hard though! But, one question's popping up inside my brainless brain, "When will we be together?" I'm still waiting for that time and hoping the time will come. Okay, D?

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Fiuhhh.. I don't even know how I feel right now. Life's been so harder lately to face. Oh God, please don't ever think to leave me just by a second. I just need to be happy and surround everything around me with happiness.

Gila yak, hal utama yang paling bikin stres itu ga dapet kerja. Ternyata cari kerja itu SUSAH sekali. Aku bener-bener butuh kerja sekarang. Efek samping dari ga dapet kerja itu ya kayak gini jadinya, suka ngericukin pacar, jadi sensi, over-moody, banyak makan, banyak tidur, banyak minta duit ke mama papa. Yak bisa dilihat, hidup macam apa ini! :( Aku ga mau nyusahin banyak orang. Trs hal lain yang bikin stres adalah teman-temanku yang entah sekarang mereka berada di alam mana. Less calls, less messages, and less talk! Kok smuanya serasa ga betah tinggal di surabaya. The conclusion I've found is that part of loving is to let someone you love go. Enggak cuman itu, sekarang ini ketambahan beban pikiran lagi tentang hubungan sm pacar. Ga brmaksud mau curhat masalahnya apa di blog ini, but I thought that everything would be alright. With a teary-hearted and eyed, I just want him to know that he deserves someone much BETTERRR THAN ME. But as God still let this relationship happen to us, I will keep trying and trying to do the best for this. I warn you : No LDR for you, people! ;p

If I haven't told you that you are a good person, YOU ARE

and If I haven't told you that I love you, I DO..

Smua masalah ini blm slese, yang baru saja terjadi, lagi hot-hot nya adalah si pinky lagi direparasi. Hard disk nya rusak , dasar begok banget emang yang punya! Biaya trade in nya jutaan gilak banget. Duit dari mana coba buat bayar ongkos benerin si pinky. Mana data lamaran, data skripsi adek, foto, data TA ku, smua nya ada di situ , aku blm back-up data loooo hwaaaaa :,( Stupidopido!!!

Haiisshhh..

Sebelum aku nge-post ini, barusan aja chat sm spupuku , aci. Kangen banget sm dia. Sampe akhirnya kta sharing banyak hal. It gave me so many inspirations to be stronger in juggling between my life and my sadness. I know I can go through all of these things. I've got a BIG GOD, the one who always guides me in every second in my life and makes everything's possible for me :)

Just let's fight for our each love and life. Life's something to be enjoyed!

Halle Berry dancing "She's Fine"

Just watch this video :)

Lately, I've got my life so stressing. Well, I still have no jobs and I really need a job. I cry million times because I still have no idea why I still have no job (I already sent lots of application letters to companies) and why my closest friends and I aren't getting so close anymore. But now, through my life, I learn, I'm learning, and I will keep learning how to be a mature person.

Btw, here I post a video on youtube that shows Halle Berry dancing "She's fine". Watching this video couple times makes me laugh loudly and you know what, I've tried it myself. Her dance is relaxing and cool. She did it great. Hahaha :D Try it yourself. Really, it works!

Happy Birthday, dear :)

Semenjak awal jadian, kita berdua cuman baru sekali ngerayain ulang tahun nya dia waktu tahun pertama sebelum LDR. Haisshhh.. Ya gpp deh, tetep aja seneng soalnya waktu dia ulang tahun, tiap kali ditanyain selalu ngerasa seneng. Good! :) Kali ini , enggak ada yang spesial , sama aja kayak tahun-tahun sebelumnya. Bedanya, tadi malem ada sedikit kesalah-pahaman, jadinya enggak bisa ngucapin langsung. Si mas uda keburu tidur duluan. Hehehe..

Happy birthday, dear ! :)

It's your big day.

May all your dreams and hopes be granted,

God bless you always with happiness and healthy,

and I'm wishing you the happiest birthday.

*I LOVE U*

Different side of me

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Oh my God, I can't believe myself that I could pose like that! :) My cousin's girlfriend has edited some photos of me posing for her fashion blog. I found this pic on my laptop that my brother had saved in a document folder. Btw, the outfits that I wore at the photo session were all mine, except the studded handbag. Hehehehe ;p